Sunday, August 22, 2010

sad thought

sad thought and SCARY one.


i think i've reached my full height O___O

aahh...
lol okay maybe not a hgue deal to you but i might be tall for my age now but if im done growing... dude this is SHORT. im 5'2"!!! AAHHHHHHH... im not even taller than my mom T__T
i havent grown in a long while... AAGGHHH i dont want to be a tree but i dont want to be a stump either :[

someone make me growww.... D:

...randomly thinking

im sad that the 8th graders are leaving but ecstatic about the new year to come(: JH retreat will be fun no doubt but def not the same :( hopefully we can cover all the stuff the 8th graders did... ugh...
well, SH, you're gaining a lot of good froshiess(;
i think as each grade graduates.. the next year seems to have less and less 'active' people... im worried about whats gonna happen when WE graduate... o___o
we already faailed at AV as i've heard from the BBQ... and failed at worship too... ayaaahhhhhhh. i'll do worship[MAYBEE]aand... errr... dunno. not AV. im technology challenged. :P
HOWAREWEGOINGTODOTHISYEAR?!!? ayahh.. God heeeelp...

3 more days

THREE MORE DAYS AND THEN I CAN COME HOME!!
looking back on the trip, it was pleasant. i think its because i was so bummed that i was missing youth group meetings and church days that i didn't enjoy it.
a lot has happened between me and my best friends... i guess we're going through another "phase". :-/
well theres still 3[if ur in america] or 2[if ur in taiwan]days left to 'enjoy'. tomorrows a freebie(: we're leaving really early wednesday morning[tues night for you guys]. pray that we'll have a safe trip back[: and i'll see most of you on friday xD
during the trip, i kept contact with friends, and went online as often as i could[which was often considering i have an AV bro]to see if any of them were online. of course, i chatted with a few of them in particular, and we got into a few arguments, but of course, like all friends, we made up. but i guess i've learned a lesson in this trip as well as something from my friends...

and the friday i come back is 8TH GRADE GRADUATIONN!! aahh im gonna miss jenn jane and joyce soooo much but i can still see them after youthgroup(':
theyre all looking forward to senior high, and i hope they have fun there, but of course, we'll always miss them. and since 8th grade was kinda our "parents" in a way, we're already having a hard time supporting the entire youth group, because besides alice, the future 8th graders arent very active... o___o the new 7th graders have to support the youth group.. worship, AV, cleaning up, caretaking of small groups, all thaaat. they havent even graduated yet and we're already having trouble. this is gonna be a rough year for us. well, we'll manage. God's still there. He's got a way. i heard that they accept baptised people for worship, but apparently there are so few of us that are baptised that arent willing that they just gave forms to everyone. i'll do everything im able to to help the youth group but of course, without our 8thies, it'll be a challenge... especially since the new 6ths, like we were, are so nervous they dont know whats going on. xD we'll have to show them just how fun youth group can be, weird 7th graders and all[thank you brittany for freaking some of them out]... dont worry. random outbursts are credited to anna. :D

whewt... hoping we can manage this year... D:

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

flashback

w00t :] first post of a newer blog. hahah.

well, i'm in taiwan/hk and not exactly loving it. or enjoying it to it's full 'potential', if you can say that xD
the flight here was okay... partly because i was sleeping half of it and watching all of hte Harry Potter films to date the other half :] though i do credit my not vomiting to Dramamine[airsickness medicine]. hongkong was... actually quite interesting. the light shows, the food, the customs[such as having to wash all of your utensils before eating at a restaurant. which threw me into doubt what had been on the chopsticks]
now in taiwan, i find it interesting/gross/boring/annoying.
interesting: their toilets are holes in the ground edged with ceramic.
gross: their toilets are holes in the ground edged with ceramic >__< and a lot of times they miss. which is just SICK.
boring: theres nothing to do except eat and rush to meet people.
annoying: its too sunny. every time its sunny, i think we're being punished. i actually got tan, which is a first for me, considering my unnaturally pale skin for an asian. o___O

lol. i arrived at my grandmothers apartment and i faintly remember my two cousins who ran over me when i was little. then i remember walking into the bathroom door when i was little.
ahhh good times... kind of...
look for new posts :] as well as i'll post them on my status.